The Eye of Peace
What a weekend!! It was full of ups and downs.. but overall it was an excellent weekend. I went home for the first real time since thanksgiving, grad doesn't really count, I was only there one night. So I went home, and chilled with my family, and had an excellent time. Then Last night, I went out with my best friends back home.. It was so different from when I hang out with my friends here at school. Everything is changing so much. I'm different, my friends are different.. Life is moving so fast, and I can't keep holding on to the way things used to be. There were so many people that we hung out with last night, that I don't know, and have never seen before.. but are friends with my friends back home. Plus, my friends got me way too drunk.. and I felt out of control for a brief moment, something I never wanted to feel again. It was weird, going from knowing everyone, and being known.. to not even feeling familiar in my old home. Strange, but exciting. I'm sure NewYears, the next time we'll all party together, will be so much different. Everyone will be home and out seeing OTD at the bar!! I can't wait, I can't wait until the 18th of December, when I'll finally be free. Then I can come home, to the people I care so much about, and everyone will be home, happy and carefree. lol, maybe that's a little too much to wish for.
There's a picture that has hung in my family's living room for as long as I can remember, and I used to lie on the couch, staring at this picture.. wanting to lose myself in the beauty of the nature, captured by the photographer. Its a canal, that looks as if it keeps going, and drowns me everytime I lay my eyes on it. I just wanted to share the beauty that I see in this picture:
I see peace, and beauty.. and it calms me to revell in nature's beauty. This is my inner calm, my peace for now... It's been a good, revealing few days.. and some very good things are looming in the future!! I'm so excited to be living right now!! Not that everything is perfect, I'm just finally ready for the challenge of living every day fully.. Thank you Brett Weston, for showing me the beauty captured, by his amazing eye.
What a weekend!! It was full of ups and downs.. but overall it was an excellent weekend. I went home for the first real time since thanksgiving, grad doesn't really count, I was only there one night. So I went home, and chilled with my family, and had an excellent time. Then Last night, I went out with my best friends back home.. It was so different from when I hang out with my friends here at school. Everything is changing so much. I'm different, my friends are different.. Life is moving so fast, and I can't keep holding on to the way things used to be. There were so many people that we hung out with last night, that I don't know, and have never seen before.. but are friends with my friends back home. Plus, my friends got me way too drunk.. and I felt out of control for a brief moment, something I never wanted to feel again. It was weird, going from knowing everyone, and being known.. to not even feeling familiar in my old home. Strange, but exciting. I'm sure NewYears, the next time we'll all party together, will be so much different. Everyone will be home and out seeing OTD at the bar!! I can't wait, I can't wait until the 18th of December, when I'll finally be free. Then I can come home, to the people I care so much about, and everyone will be home, happy and carefree. lol, maybe that's a little too much to wish for.
There's a picture that has hung in my family's living room for as long as I can remember, and I used to lie on the couch, staring at this picture.. wanting to lose myself in the beauty of the nature, captured by the photographer. Its a canal, that looks as if it keeps going, and drowns me everytime I lay my eyes on it. I just wanted to share the beauty that I see in this picture:
I see peace, and beauty.. and it calms me to revell in nature's beauty. This is my inner calm, my peace for now... It's been a good, revealing few days.. and some very good things are looming in the future!! I'm so excited to be living right now!! Not that everything is perfect, I'm just finally ready for the challenge of living every day fully.. Thank you Brett Weston, for showing me the beauty captured, by his amazing eye.
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