The Countdown has begun

Day 5: Still Sick, but at least I made it to one class today.

I'm so annoyed with being sick.. I'm over it, why can't my body just listen to me? One thing about being sick and not being able to do much work, is that I've had a lot of time to think.. I've been trying to figure out why i've been so down lately.. I figured it partly out. I didn't figure out why I've been down so much recently but I figured out when it all started.. It's been over 2 months since I've been really happy.. something happened that just totally deflated me, and even though I've pretty much gotten over what happened.. it started a crapload of other problems and emotions. Now I'm 3 days away from going home for awhile and I'm going to once again encounter the same things that made me so unhappy 2 months ago.. I don't know if I'm strong enough right now to go through it again..

In the next 3 days I'm going to be happy, exhausted, stressed, angry, irritable and just downright moody, so I'm warning everyone right now, hold on tight, it's going to be a crazy ride on this rollercoaster!! Only 3 days, a lifetime, a breath, a moment, an eternity, all in one.. who would've thunk it???