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Tonight was fun, hanging with my housemates and Sean, our new pilates buddy. Then we had dinner, watched the O.C. had a bit of wine, and finished off the night with some trashy pop culture, The Average Joe, what would my cultural anthropology prof would think?... He'd probably say that it tv show is an element that defines the everyday American culture! I wonder.. why do people subject themselves to such antagonizing scrutiny as to display themselves as "average" in front of millions of viewers.. What is "average" anyways.. I mean truly, only a very small part of the population is physically perfect anyways. Meh, at least it gives us the chance to laugh at the fools who try and win love on a tv show.. what a pathetic reality show.. fits with the rest of that genre.

It's nice to be back here again.. I don't enjoy home quite as much as I used to.. my life here at school really is becoming more normal then home, and I'm more comfortable here. Some things have changed drastically.. things are changing so fast, I don't even understand. It makes me think that maybe nothing ever changed at all.. but we just deny that we want to live in the past. I've seen so much change in my friends but yet some things stay so blatantly the same. I don't understand how you can just snap back to something that so recently wasn't part of life. I guess I wasn't meant to understand, otherwise I wouldn't feel any pain. Cryptic this is, but it all makes sense, in the way eye see it anyways.

Here's to drama drama and more drama!!