4.15.2004

Answers for sale!!! 5$ a word....

I wish I could just get the answers to all my problems by going to a store and buying them.. It'd make things sooo much easier. I'm really stressed right now.. I have exams coming up, one on friday and I'm stressed about so many other things. I'm going through a lot right now and I don't even feel capable of making big decisions like what I want to do next year.. or even this summer. So I ask my mom for advice.. and makes me feel even less able to make a decision, and we've had a fight 3 days in a row.. I've never fought with my mom.. my dad yes, but not my mom. I feel like my life is a tidal wive.. I'm so overwhelmed. I've made a plan to get through the next 10 days, and I'm managing to stick to it.. but after exams are over and I have a chance to relax.. I'm scared about everything falling apart, I've been screwing up a lot lately.. getting mad at people I care about, having people that I love mad at me.. not enjoying anything.. and just generally confused. I need something constant.. anything in my life right now.. I know it's out there.. but what is it? I guess for right now.. this minute it's the readings I have to get done by tomorrow.. so I'd better get back to them. Wish I had some words of wisdom to pull out of my ass right now.. but I got nothin!

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