WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY???

Cynicism has got the best of me lately.. Gah, I hate being in such a pissy mood. Things just aren't going very well lately.. I'm in a place that I've been dreaming of for so long.. and now I'm not happy. Maybe its because everythings so hard.. and I'm realizing maybe I need help once in awhile but I still refuse to ask for it. I'm sick of this crap.. gah.. I'm so frustrated with school, and life, and all the shit that comes with being here. Will it get any easier? Damn.. I'm always feeling so shitty when I finally sit down and update this website.. meh, I don't think anyone but my housemates read it anyways, and they already know I've been really down lately. I don't know what it is, but all of us have been in really weird moods lately! I hope it ends soon, we need to go back to the old roomies, with enough drama and fun to keep us in balance! Here's to the good times ladies!!