Emotions Fly, but Where do they Land??

I've finally figured out where to go next. I need to forget about the emotional few months that have just passed. I can't believe the changes that I've undergone in the last 3 months.. both physical and emotional. This new experience that I was so excited about didn't end up to be all it was cracked up to be. School, the life of a university student.. its hard. I didn't allow myself to admit just how hard things were going to be. There were so many distractions, but not the kind I thought I'd have. When I pictured me at university, I pictured endless parties, and tons of fun.. only I ended up going home to party, and just not doing any work. I've made some big mistakes, but nothing I can't fix.

This semester is going to be about studying, working hard and having more fun. Also, I misjudged some of my emotions, and allowed myself to read too much into a situation that just ended badly.. I need to cut off some old ties, and be myself again. Not the full of emotion, confused, distracted person that I was last semester. What made me want to give up on my feelings? Well lets just say.. Actions speak louder than words.. but words can cut like a dagger.. I'm ready for this new hardworking attitude!! Maybe it'll prevent me from almost failing a class again.. I don't think I could handle that kind of rejection again..