8.03.2004

So Much To Smile About

Sometimes attitude means everything.. and sometimes life just turns out great in the most unexpected ways. 2 weeks ago, even a few days a go, I was starting to feel sorry for myself again... then I decided I was sick of it. Sick of dealing with disappointment. Sometimes if we act like everything is against us.. then the world does react in that way.

Today I smiled because I got a surprise (wink wink)package from Montreal!! It's so nice to open up mail that has thought put into it.. bills are just so impersonal. In it was a cd, and some very yummy deli treats.. mmm.. all the chocolate is gone by the way, I felt a binge was deserved. So I devoted my evening to listening to the cd.. loved it!! It was the type of music that I probably wouldn't think to buy for myself... but I would've stolen it from my roomie as soon as I heard it.

I'm soo excited about Montreal next weekend. I need to be in a city, filled with life, and hanging with my roomies, whom I miss so much! Not that things aren't looking up here.. but I need a vacation.

The up parts to my weekend made it really special!! The down parts, I can barely remember.. the last blog I wrote, I was drunk.. and upset, and now realize was being way too sensitive about a stupid situation. It all worked out. On Sunday night, I attended a late birthday party that my friend threw for me, and 2 of my other friends. We all have b-days in a week's time. This guy that I met last weekend.. and hit it off with came to the party and while he probably felt awkward part of the night, we still had a good time. Last night we talked for quite awhile.. turns out we have lots in common.. and I'm just going with the flow.. so who knows what's going to happen next.

I got to take care of my drunken sister on sunday night, lol. The roles were reversed.. usually people take care of me, not me taking care of people.. it was hilarious, and I realized that I shouldn't get ridiculously drunk.. ever.. It's kind of pathetic.. not that my sis is pathetic that's not what I mean.. but she was a totally differnet person, and I like the sober her better. Speaking of which, we found a great.. but tiny apartment in T.O. and I can't wait to move in.

I went rollerblading tonight with a friend. Can you believe that this was my first time out all summer.. I used to live on my blades. Well, I'm going out again tomorrow.. and i'm going to try and make it a daily thing. I love it.. I love the outdoors.. wow! I just love smiling :D.


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